I've been trying to refrain myself from posting up how I feel...
I kept telling myself, just bear with it because I love you...
Nowadays, I just kept how hurt I am feeling in my heart and every single time, I've successfully made myself forget about it by making a piece of my heart disappears.
I know I don't have the right to ask some questions anymore...
I'm sorry, laogong. Sometimes it just slipped out.
I don't mind getting hurt by you, laogong.
Just please don't ever hurt yourself.
As long as you're happy, I'll be happy for you.
That's always the only thing I wish for after being together with you.
Even if laogong doesn't know how much I love you, please at least do remember that there is once a girl name "Melysa" always loves you.