MeL ღ BeN !

Note to BeN laogong :
Happy First Year Anniversary, BeN laogong !
Even though we've been together for 365 days,
I'm still not satisfied,
I feel as if it's not enough,
I think even if God gives me all the time on Earth,
It'll still never be enough if it's for the time being together with you.
Laogong, thank you very much
For being by my side all this time
You're always there for me whenever I need you
You always know what to do to make me feel alright
Even when nothing is alright
By giving me the love, care, warmth and attention
That's why you make me feel so loved
You've given me so much
But I've given you nothing
I just really hope that you don't think that I'm useless
And someday you might throw me away
Please don't ever let that happen, laogong...
Your arms
It's a place for me to stay
Where I can feel the most warmth
And whenever I can't hold back my tears,
Laogong will always be the one who lends me your shoulder to cry on.
I feel really thankful to God
Because God has given me the chance for me to meet you
And you become my laogong
I'm very happy
Please don't let things ever change.
Don't leave me,
Don't don't want me,
If there is something which you don't like about me,
I'll change for you, laogong.
I'll change to be the perfect laopo for you.
I wanna always to stay by your side
To see you smile and be happy
When you're happy, I'll be happy
No matter how small is the happiness it may seem to other people,
But to me, the happiness which laogong have always given me,
Always make me feel that I'm the happiest person on Earth.
Even though the route for us to be together
Might be harsh
And there will be many barriers which we have to break through
I'll never give up
So far, not even a second I've thought of giving up
Laogong, can you please don't give up too?
If you wanna give up, will you please
Spare your slightest thought
Of why you've been holding onto me for such a long time.
But as for me,
Even if I have to choose to lose my life or give up,
I'll choose to lost my life and I'll still not to give up on you.

BeN laogong, MeL laopo truly loves you very much.
I don't need anyone else in this world but you
Because you are my only love.
You'll be the only person whom I'll call "laogong"
Because to me, you are already my real laogong
Even though we aren't married officically.
I can lose anything/anyone in this world
But not you.
I'm always afraid that I might lose you anytime.
I cannot afford to lose you, who is very precious to me.
Even if the world offers me the most valuable treasure
Which can be found in this world,
Nothing can be compared to you,
My beloved laogong,
You're priceless.
As you already know, you're my life.
I can't live without you.
Please be mine only, laogong.
I don't wanna share my laogong with anyone else,
Even your family.
I know I'm very selfish
But what cause my selfishness
It's simply just because I'm deeply in love with you
Much deeper than the Pacific Ocean.
There is no way I can stop loving you
Nothing can stop me from loving you,
My love for you can only increasing with time.
Laogong, my love for you is everlasting.
Please trust me in this, laogong.

Loves,
MeL Laopo.
Everlasting o7o7o9.

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