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Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Stayed at home the whole day again today.
Chatted with BeN laogong for awhile in the morning then he went out.
Got a little upset, but im alright.
BeN laogong cheered me up. ♥
Actually today stayed at home do nothing eh.
Most of the time i was just lazying on the bed. ;x !
I slept until i think im gonna be a piggiie soon. x.x
Thanks to sleeping so much, i got a little headache just now.
Tsk ! Next time dont wanna sleep so much already. ;/
I miss BeN laogong a l0t a l0t a l0t.
BeN laogong is gonna go NS in 4 days. ]; ]; ];
Im gonna miss him like mad.
But i think im gonna be alright.
I'll have to be alright so that im able to wait for him. ♥
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Note to BeN laogong :
Because you're right beside me,
I feel like I can do my best.
You helped me gain a hidden self-confidence.
Hey, can I hold your hand from now on?
I'm so thankful,
That you're always close to me.
Whenever you hold me,
I'm also holding onto you.
I want to wrap my arms around you,
On days when you're worried and lost.

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Monday, December 28, 2009

Note to BeN Laogong :
Just thinking of you,
Makes me smile,
Do you get worried on days when we have misunderstandings ?
When you’re lost and alone,
Remember...
I’m always watching over you,
You just have to reach out for me,
And I'll be there for you anytime, anywhere.

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Hmms... Change my blogskin again because my previous blogskin unable to load.
Cheryl AiAi created this skin for me. ;D !
Note to Cheryl AiAi :
Thank you so much AiAi for the skin.
I love it !
I know you went through l0ts of troubles creating this skin for me for my selfish requests.
But still you are willing to spend time to create it for me. ;]
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Note to BeN Laogong :
You worry about many thing,
But that’s what I love about you.
You think about us, and the imporant things that are ahead.
But don’t you agree that it’s okay to just love me like this?
Even though you don’t understand the overflowing words,
I just love you,
Because of how happy you made me.
And I know you are the only one,
Only one, who is able to make me happy now and forever.

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Saturday, December 26, 2009

Note to BeN laogong :
I don't really want a lot from you.
I just want you to notice how much I love you.
Touching, cuddling,
The simple things,
Those are all the things I need from you.
I wanna be by your side now and forever.

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Thursday, December 24, 2009

Today morning went to take driving laws test.
Got 49/50 ! ;D ! I was happy a moment.
Then i wasnt happy anymore because I miss my BeN laogong a l0t a l0t a l0t. ];
Was depressed the whole evening.
Then BeN laogong cheered me up. ♥
♥ BeN laogong ! I love BeN laogong l0ts l0ts l0ts !
Tomorrow not going out.
BeN laogong cancelled his plans with his friend to peii me.
Thats so sweet of him !
I love die BeN laogong ! ♥
Tomorrow got date date with BeN laogong !
Weee ~! ♥
Hmms... AiAi just came back from Hong Kong.
Note to AiAi :
Welcome Back, AiAi ! ♥
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Note to BeN laogong :
I’m going to take you to the world,
I’ve been dreaming of,
Where we can always be together.
Come closer, be by my side.
Close your eyes and entrust everything to me,
I want to have you all to myself.
Even if fate isn't on my side,
I’m hanging on tight to your hand and I won’t let go of your hand forever.

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Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Today didnt go out...
Told my mum that i was lazy to go out. Got nagged. ><"
Then just now she asked me to go out again. I still said im lazy. ;x ! I got scolded. Tsk !
0h well, doesnt matter.
Since i gotta at home the whole day & play maple with BeN laogong.
I love BeN laogong l0ts l0ts l0ts !
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Note to BeN laogong :
My smile blooms,
I want us to be together now and always.
Surely we'll see a sign,
For 2 people who love each other,
Side by side,
You and I walking while holding hands.

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Just now i had to cancel my date with BeN laogong because i had to go out with my mum.
I was so depressed about it. ];
BeN laogong is gonna go NS soon.
I wanna spend all the time which is left with him only.
Whenever i think about him going to NS, i felt as if i already miss him a l0t.
But whatever is it, I'll be able to bear with it.
I'll wait for BeN laogong, no matter how long its gonna be.
BeN laogong is mine forever. MINE MINE MINE !
& MeL laopo is only meant for BeN, no one else.
BeN laogong can never leave me.
I'll never leave BeN laogong.
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Note to BeN laogong :
No matter where you are,
No matter when it is,
I'll always catch hold of you.
So,If your heart hurts and when your tears fall,
Even if all the world turns into your enemies,
I'll protect you & never leave you alone.


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Monday, December 21, 2009

I love you now and forever, BeN Laogong.
I'll always be yours, BeN Laogong.
I'll never forget you, BeN Laogong.
I'll never stop loving you, BeN Laogong.
I'll not let go of you until you want me to, BeN Laogong.
No matter what happens, I'll always love you.
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Note to BeN Laogong :
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name on a piece of paper,
but it got thrown away.
I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
So, I wrote your name in my heart
And that's where it will stay forever.

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Sunday, December 20, 2009

Today whole day played maple with BeN laogong !
I love BeN laogong l0ts l0ts l0ts !
Chatted with Pamela after playing maple.
Today again nothing much to blog about. ;x !
In my mind there is only BeN laogong.
Every second, hes the only one i think of.
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Note to Ben Laogong :
It's just, all these little thoughts of you,
I don't want to share with anyone,
Because I want you to be mine, and mine alone,
All the little things about you,
Made me embarrassed because i kept I smiling to myself.

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There isnt much for me to blog about ...
19~12~o9, got married with BeN Laogong in Maple. <3
I love you so much, BeN laogong !
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Note to Ben Laogong :
My words so clumsy, they hurt you,
But I don’t want you to leave me,
I want you to stay beside me always,
Wishes and dreams I want all of them to come true,
The feelings I wish I could tell you,
A miracle created from the things I’ve always believed,
Is connected to the future,
Always, always I want you to watch over me.









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Saturday, December 19, 2009

Today 9am went out & come back around 9pm+.
Fishball passed me maple ! YaY ! THANK YOU, fishball. (even though hes not gonna see this)
Now i can play maple with BeN laogong.
When i was outside my mind was only filled with the thoughts of BeN laogong.
I just wanna get home real soon & talk with BeN laogong.
I miss him so so so much !
I miss BeN laogong more and more for each second which had passed !
When i came back, the 1st thing i did was to switch on my computer & try maple.
Then i texted BeN laogong.
Got frustrated when maple couldnt work then i ran to take a shower to cool down.
FINALLY, maple worked after i update my AVG. DUMP AVG. =.= !
Im so happy that im able to play maple with my BeN laogong ! ;D !
But i kinda made him upset. D';
I hope he will cheer up soon.
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Note to BeN laogong :
Laogong, cheer up, alright?
I didnt mean to make you upset.
*muahs !* Dont be upset anymore...
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For you, BeN laogong.
I want to meet you.
I want to hold you.
My feeling is speeding up, it's overflowing.
It's not a lie.
It's simply just you.
I close my eyes each time my chest tightens.
Your lips melt me in painful, longed for feelings.
I love you. Only you. That's all.

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Thursday, December 17, 2009

Today whole day rot at home & wait for BeN laogong to come back.
While waiting... Chatted with NaL, Fishball, David, Pamela & AiAi.
I was so boreddd.
Chatted with AiAi then wasnt that bored.
Note to AiAi :
PLEASE DONT SHOW THAT PICTURE TO ANYONE ANYMORE.
LATER PEOPLE COMPUTER CRASHHH !
At 10+, BeN Laogong came back ! YaY !
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I miss my BeN Laogong dao almost die sia. I miss him l0ts l0ts l0ts ! *takes a deep breath & screams*
"BeN Laogong ! I miss DIE youuu ! I MISS miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss BeN Laogong ! "
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Note to BeN Laogong :
I won't let you go, ever,
I'm different from the girl,
I love you,
I want to always walk with your hand in mine,
The sound of our footsteps overlapping,
Our love story,
Continues forever...



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Wednesday, December 16, 2009

I dont think there is anything much i wanna blog about today
Just spent the whole day at home, chatting with BeN Laogong ♥ !
Chatted with NaL, David, Fishball, Vi Kern and AiAi awhile...
I guess im gonna sleep early tonight.
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Note to BeN Laogong ♥ !

Hey, I want to see you right now,
I want to come right out and say it,
I want you to give me a special look,
I love you just the way you are,
I want to tell you my true feelings,
I will always love you.

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Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Hahhh... I dont know what to blog about today...
But I've promised Ben that ill post at least 4 words everyday.
Hmms... Went to the gym this morning for a few hours then came back.
Came home & rot...
Chatted with Ben & my audi jie.
Then Ben went out. I went to my room & rot.
After rotting i came online again.
Chatted with Ben very very very little since he was too busy to reply me. I went offline.
Went to the gym. In the car, my mum said something then i commented. My mum didnt answer. I was like "Wth? If you dont wanna talk why bother talking first?"
I dont know whats wrong with her. Or maybe theres something wrong with me which made my mum doesnt wanna talk to me.
My mum hasnt been like wanting to talk to me for a few days already. I dont know why.
0h well. Doesnt matter.
Then when coming back from the gym, i came down late like 5 minutes? My mum looked pissed off.
I mean like, i was only late 5 minutes, i used to wait for my mum to get ready to go out for like an hour & i didnt answer.
So i thought to myself maybe in this family, mum can always be late for hours but children MUST be always punctual..
After that when we were in the car coming home, i asked my mum whether i can go out with NaL & my other friends tomorrow.
My mum didnt answer me. ...
After 5 minutes of silence, i asked again.
My mum told me i can go as long as i dont lie to her.
I told her, if mum doesnt believe me, why dont mum check it out whether is it true im just going out with NaL & friends who are girls.
Then my mum kept repeating that as long as i dont lie to her can already.
*sighs* Bah ! Lazy to care about it already.
Im used to this stuff. So yeah, im 0kay with it.
My mum will always be my mum. I'll still love her even if she kills me.
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Hmms... I miss Ben a l0t a l0t a l0t. ];
Ben went out with his friends for movie. He said that hes gonna be coming home late.D;
I wish im there together with him. ];
There are so many things that i cant do to show him how much i love him when im not there.
*sighs*

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Monday, December 14, 2009

Hmms. Just came back from the gym. *tired & depressed*
I was depressed the whole time in the gym.
First thing i did was to check my msn. He wasnt online. *disappointed*
Secondly, i went to check my Facebook. BeN commented on some of my post which i posted on his Facebook wall. *felt a little better*
Thirdly, at 10.47pm, i texted BeN until now he hasnt reply me yet, 11.23pm. *felt worse than i was in the gym*
*sighs*
~ BeN laogong, where are you? You said that you would be home by the time i get back from the gym. ];
~ I miss you so so so much, BeN laogong !
~ Laogong, I love you a l0t a l0t a l0t ! Words can no longer show how much my love for you. My love for you is just too much.
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Note to BeN, my beloved laogong :~
Laogong, you told me that you are mine. You told me you love me. You told me you miss me. You told me you need me. You told me im important to you. You told me that i am the reason for you to live. I trust every single thing you told me. ♥
Even though, i dont know what are you doing now, where are you now, who are you with, what are you thinking... I'll still believe in those words you've always said to me which make me strong & not break down.

I love you very much, BeN laogong. ♥ !
So, will you please contact me soon ?
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Lastly,
I have to thank aiai a.k.a Cheryl & that MONKEY a.k.a Pamela for helping me in editing my blog again.
Thank you, Aiai & Monkey. ♥

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Sunday, December 13, 2009

Ahhh... I've finally gotten myself a blog.
I've always think that making a blog is very very very troublesome.
Today, it was proven that I was right. =="
But FORTUNATELY, I have this very very free MONKEY to help me. ;x
She helped me with the blogskin, profile, pictures, etc.~
Thats very nice of her to help me.
SO ! A big 'Thank you' to the MONKEY a.k.a Pamela. ;P
Now, I have a blog but I don't know what am I gonna do with it. ;x
0kay, Enough about the blog.


I miss BeN, my laogong a l0t a l0t a l0t.
Today whole day he went to his gan meii's house to help her pack her room.
Then he wasn't able to text me much. ];
Hope he comes back home & get some rest. Then later can call me. ;x !

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