I was depressed the whole time in the gym.
First thing i did was to check my msn. He wasnt online. *disappointed*
Secondly, i went to check my Facebook. BeN commented on some of my post which i posted on his Facebook wall. *felt a little better*
Thirdly, at 10.47pm, i texted BeN until now he hasnt reply me yet, 11.23pm. *felt worse than i was in the gym*
*sighs*
~ BeN laogong, where are you? You said that you would be home by the time i get back from the gym. ];
~ I miss you so so so much, BeN laogong !
~ Laogong, I love you a l0t a l0t a l0t ! Words can no longer show how much my love for you. My love for you is just too much.
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Note to BeN, my beloved laogong :~
Laogong, you told me that you are mine. You told me you love me. You told me you miss me. You told me you need me. You told me im important to you. You told me that i am the reason for you to live. I trust every single thing you told me. ♥
Even though, i dont know what are you doing now, where are you now, who are you with, what are you thinking... I'll still believe in those words you've always said to me which make me strong & not break down.
I love you very much, BeN laogong. ♥ !
So, will you please contact me soon ?
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Lastly,
I have to thank aiai a.k.a Cheryl & that MONKEY a.k.a Pamela for helping me in editing my blog again.
Thank you, Aiai & Monkey. ♥
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