MeL ღ BeN !

Saturday, April 9, 2011

I don't know when will laogong check my blog as I randomly just update it whenever I feel like it.
I know it's my fault for not updating it often... I'm lost with words now but there is just one things which I'm very sure I wanna say it to laogong.

BeN Laogong,
我答应用我一生来换你的快乐一生.
But I don't know if I have the chance.

Labels: BeN Laogong.♥ ™, I wish to hold you forever.

Monday, March 28, 2011

On 25th March in the evening, flew to Singapore to meet my beloved laogong ! ♥ I was feeling super duper happy & excited. Hehe...~

See ! We so sweet sweet nehhh.~~~ ♥♥♥ (Don't jealous hor)
Gotta meet and spend time with my laogong is the best ! ♥♥♥

My BeN laogong looks so happy in this photo. Surely because of me de hor ! Or maybe because gonna eat dinner (at Sakae Sushi).

): On 28th March, came back from Singapore le... *sad sad & turns into Nemo emo* Before leaving, they both got kissiie kissiie ! ♥♥♥ Pinkiie Stitchiie missiie missiie Bluiie Stitchiie neh !

Labels: BeN Laogong.♥ ™, MeL Laopo loves loves you.♥

Thursday, March 3, 2011

I'm still waiting...

Will I be able to get that happiness?

Do I deserve it?

1st

2nd

3rd

Comparing these 3 photos, I can there were changes in your smile. Laogong looks very happy in the 1st photo, 2nd looks happy and 3rd looks forced.
I wonder all this while, am I the one who forced laogong to be with me...

I'm the one who chased after laogong, if you remember...

Are you really happy with me, BeN Laogong...?

I kept hurting you when I'm suppose to give you loads of love...

Am I just another PS ?

If I should stay

I would only be in your way

We both know I'm not what you need
But I still...

Still...

Can't let go of you.

I'm still holding tightly onto you...

Because...

I love you very much.

I need you.

I can't live without you...

Labels: BeN Laogong.♥ ™, I only exist in this world for you.

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Note to BeN laogong :
If it's possible,
Laogong allows,
I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.

Labels: BeN Laogong.♥ ™, I love you.

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Note to BeN laogong :
Happy First Year Anniversary, BeN laogong !
Even though we've been together for 365 days,
I'm still not satisfied,
I feel as if it's not enough,
I think even if God gives me all the time on Earth,
It'll still never be enough if it's for the time being together with you.
Laogong, thank you very much
For being by my side all this time
You're always there for me whenever I need you
You always know what to do to make me feel alright
Even when nothing is alright
By giving me the love, care, warmth and attention
That's why you make me feel so loved
You've given me so much
But I've given you nothing
I just really hope that you don't think that I'm useless
And someday you might throw me away
Please don't ever let that happen, laogong...
Your arms
It's a place for me to stay
Where I can feel the most warmth
And whenever I can't hold back my tears,
Laogong will always be the one who lends me your shoulder to cry on.
I feel really thankful to God
Because God has given me the chance for me to meet you
And you become my laogong
I'm very happy
Please don't let things ever change.
Don't leave me,
Don't don't want me,
If there is something which you don't like about me,
I'll change for you, laogong.
I'll change to be the perfect laopo for you.
I wanna always to stay by your side
To see you smile and be happy
When you're happy, I'll be happy
No matter how small is the happiness it may seem to other people,
But to me, the happiness which laogong have always given me,
Always make me feel that I'm the happiest person on Earth.
Even though the route for us to be together
Might be harsh
And there will be many barriers which we have to break through
I'll never give up
So far, not even a second I've thought of giving up
Laogong, can you please don't give up too?
If you wanna give up, will you please
Spare your slightest thought
Of why you've been holding onto me for such a long time.
But as for me,
Even if I have to choose to lose my life or give up,
I'll choose to lost my life and I'll still not to give up on you.

BeN laogong, MeL laopo truly loves you very much.
I don't need anyone else in this world but you
Because you are my only love.
You'll be the only person whom I'll call "laogong"
Because to me, you are already my real laogong
Even though we aren't married officically.
I can lose anything/anyone in this world
But not you.
I'm always afraid that I might lose you anytime.
I cannot afford to lose you, who is very precious to me.
Even if the world offers me the most valuable treasure
Which can be found in this world,
Nothing can be compared to you,
My beloved laogong,
You're priceless.
As you already know, you're my life.
I can't live without you.
Please be mine only, laogong.
I don't wanna share my laogong with anyone else,
Even your family.
I know I'm very selfish
But what cause my selfishness
It's simply just because I'm deeply in love with you
Much deeper than the Pacific Ocean.
There is no way I can stop loving you
Nothing can stop me from loving you,
My love for you can only increasing with time.
Laogong, my love for you is everlasting.
Please trust me in this, laogong.

Loves,
MeL Laopo.
Everlasting o7o7o9.

Labels: BeN Laogong.♥ ™, Happy First Year Anniversary., I love you

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Note to BeN laogong :
I'm sure that you've seen before something like this statement,
"God has given us, 2 eyes, 2 hands and 2 legs but why only 1 heart?"
"That's because we are suppose to find the person who has the another part of our heart."
Before I met you,
My heart always thought that it was alone,
But after we met,
My heart realized that,
It was wrong because it has already found it's another part.
When you held me in your arms,
I heard the same heartbeat.
My heart is beating for you,
While your heart is beating for me.

Labels: BeN Laogong.♥ ™, I miss you and I love you.

Monday, June 21, 2010

Note to BeN laogong :
I love you.
And you know that very well.
But what you don't know is,
How much I love you.
You can't imagine how much I really love you.

Labels: BeN Laogong.♥ ™, I love you.

Friday, June 18, 2010

Note to BeN laogong :
We often sulk over little things
And argued for who's being at fault
But always,
You'll put all the blame on yourself
And ask me to blame you too.
No matter what I do,
I can't make heart to blame you
Even though my mouth says mean things

I still remember,
When we just started dating,
A huge wave washed towards me
Which you created
To make me leave you
But I manage to push it back
I used my love for you
To stay strong.
My love for you is so strong
That I can guarantee you
My feelings for you will never change.
Hurting the opposite side
It simply means hurting both parties.
When you first start dating me,
You discovered that loving me
Is a difficult thing to do, right?
There was once,
I lost something which is the most important
When it comes to relationship,
Trust.
It's because I love you dearly,
I worked hard to build up your trust towards me.
I'll do anything to make sure
Our o7o7o9 will never end,
I believe that,
We together can prove to the world
That eternity love does exist,
Our everlasting love.
MeL loves BeN, always and forever.

Labels: BeN Laogong.♥ ™, I'll never let you go.

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Note to BeN laogong :
o7o7o9,
When we first started dating,
I hit a huge wall,
Which you built around your heart
So that other people unable to see the real you
Behind those walls,
You hid your real self
As time goes by
Our love for each other is becoming deeper
And I finally broke through it
I broke down the wall which you built
Because I wanna get closer to you
Be the person who knows and understands you the most

No matter how many times I ask
"Do you love me?"
Please answer, "I love you"
My love for you is something
That grows deeper with time
But sometimes there are still somethings which worries me
Because I'm still afraid that I'll lose you.
What worries me
Are the photos I sneaked a peek at,
Your ex-girlfriend.
Please forget her birthday, and,
The memories that you both had.
I'll make you forget everything about her.
I promise you that I'll be much better than she was
And love you more than she did
Or even I can love you more than anyone else.

I love you, BeN laogong.

Labels: BeN Laogong.♥ ™, I truly love you with my whole heart.

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Note to BeN laogong :
It has been 11 months and 6 days
Since the day we exchanged our hearts
And I fell deeply in love with your adorable smile
You have such an adorable face, my laogong.
Hold my hands
Wraps me around your arms
Melt me with your kiss
I want us to be the sort of couple
Which will make everyone jealous of
Show them how lovey-dovey we are.
Prove to everyone that our love for each other
Is deeper than any ocean in the world
This is the first time my heart's beating so fast.
It's beating because of you, my beloved.
I love every part of you
There isn't any bad point of you
I can't find any in you
Laogong, I love you too much.
Until sometimes I don't know what to do.
I just wanna shout it out
And tell the whole world that
"I LOVE YOU, MY BEN LAOGONG !"

Labels: BeN Laogong.♥ ™, Love die you. *muahs*

Friday, June 4, 2010

Note to BeN laogong :
I love you
Ever since I met you,
You taught me the meaning of "love"
I can't imagine how did I able to survive in my previous life
Before meeting you
I couldn't really recall how was I in the past.

You take me to heaven
By giving me wings and courage to fly together with you
You're an angel

I wanna be by your side 24/7
Is it possible?
Will I be able to get the chance to do so?

But no matter what
Whenever
Wherever
Even if we aren't staying near to each other
I still can feel that you're close to me
Because I can feel the strong feeling of love between us

Labels: BeN Laogong.♥ ™, I love you.

Saturday, May 29, 2010

Note to BeN laogong :
A dear old melody appears
A gentle song I want you to hear
I silently stroke your hair like usual
Warm and sweet time, I wanna be wrapped up in your arms
The only place which can provide me the warmth
Which I've always been searching for
When I look into your eyes
Flashback of the sweet memories we had
And I can see us together in the future
The moment when you withdraw your arms away from me before you left
I stared at your eyes
Like a little kitty my eyes come up closer to yours
Wanna back in your arms again
Don't ever let go of me

I know you love me

You know i love you dearly
So come to me, laogong,

Come to me now.

Labels: BeN Laogong.♥ ™, I'll always belong to you only.

Friday, April 23, 2010

Note to BeN Laogong :

By meeting you
Falling in love with you
Everything is changing
And it feels like I'm being born again
You've given me so much
A place to stay when I can't hold back my tears
I'm really thankful that we met.

My heart
Always thought it was alone
When you held me in your arms
I heard the same heartbeat
Everything about you is precious to me
So, you can show me your weaknesses too
Since I've always show you my weak side.

Labels: BeN Laogong.♥ ™, I only exist in this world for you.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Note to my beloved BeN laogong :
I can hear the voice of your heart
I'll soothe away even your smallest fear
I wanna tell you,
No matter
Where or when,
You're never alone.
Love that will never change
Is right here, in my heart.
Can you see & feel it, laogong?

Just how much more sadness have you been keeping to yourself,
Just now much more of your feelings have you been sealing away
Before we met?
It's 0kay to cry,
To rely on me.
Since the our o7o7o9,
I've decided to accept your everything.
I believe you'll be able to change
I'll give you my strength
The strength yoiu gained
Exchange for all your pain.
Wherever you may be,
Eve if the world is against us,
Even if the world were to end,
I'll never let go of your hand.
We'll always be as one.
I'll stay by your side forever.
I'll never stray away from you
These feelings for you will never change.
Now,
Just put down those burdens you've been carrying all these while.

Always stay with me
Open your heart to me only
Tell me everything
Sometimes, words aren't needed between us
Just look into each other's eyes
And I'll understand.

Labels: BeN Laogong.♥ ™, I only exist in this world for you.

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Note to BeN Laogong :
I really wanna be with you
Because you're my love,
You're my dear,
So, please trust me,
I'm here ,
I'm right here
Call me ,
I'm just right beside you
Trust me,
You don't need to fear anything anymore
We're connected by an invisible thread
So, feel my warmth by your side.

Labels: BeN Laogong.♥ ™

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Note to BeN laogong:
In the morning,
I felt so happy,
"Today you must come home earlier" sent you a love text message
I made myself prettier than usual, you had better notice
I don’t want anything except to be one with you
I love the words welcome home the most !
I simply adore today’s sky !
There’s a special remembrance day
On the calender, it’s a red sweet heart
No matter how many years have passed, it won’t change, that’s for sure
Your shirt is flying in the cooling weather
Our socks are lovingly next to each other
For dinner, eating anything is fine, open a bottle of red wine
Watch me use my skills and cook up dinner
Two wine glasses together,
A set of toothbrushes together
The happiness which I know only you can give to me.

Labels: ♥ Our o7o7o9., BeN Laogong.♥ ™

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Note to BeN laogong :
I'll always love you a l0t, my BeN laogong.
Always always always,
Love you only.

Labels: BeN Laogong.♥ ™

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Note to BeN laogong :
I know your love for me is true
You always hold me close to you heart,
Even though I’m a fool
And always being called "silly" by you.
Constantly, you keep on teaching me
The joys of life and the happiness of laughter which we shared
As the darkness creeps in,
I can’t imagine losing you
Irreversible time binds my future
I stir, and think nothing but you
The love I have just for you
Can you feel my love for you, BeN laogong ?

Labels: BeN Laogong.♥ ™, I'll always belong to you only.

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Note to BeN laogong :
To me, love is
Giving and receiving everything,
Having the same thoughts
As you fall deeper, you turn into a fool
You can’t help but look to one place
You become more childish
When my hand is holding yours,
It feels as if I’ve got everything in the world.
I want nothing else but you
I’m going to touch your heart
I’m going to treasure you
I’m not going to leave you,
I'll always by your side,
Protecting you forever
I need your love
I want to see you everyday
I want you to be the first person I see every morning
Look into my eyes
Look at me
We say that we will spend the rest of our lives together

Labels: BeN Laogong.♥ ™, MINE MINE MINE.

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Note to BeN laogong :
How long have we spent time together ?
How far have we advanced together ?
The sparkling crystals
We have left behind
Are now shining proudly here
Though they may not be perfect
Honestly, I can't say
That it are all sweet memories
But always, I ain't alone
Because you're always right by my side
I want to show you something
I hope we will have
A never-ending and lasting love story
This is my wish
I want to protect you
Whatever may happen
I'll go on protecting you
With all my might
Even now, I can say definitely
That I don't have a regret
We have always fought it out together
With all our might
Honestly, we had some hard nights
And the days I felt unbearable
But I know that we surely work it out
When I see your smile
It's so dear and dazzling
I'm living every day
Just to see the smile
I feel your love
It's so strong and warm
I'm feeling the selfless love
With all my senses

Labels: BeN Laogong.♥ ™, I love you.