Note to BeN laogong :Until the day before I met you,Flowers never bloomed quite like thisThe smiles a couple shares, I can definately relate to that feelingNow I dont have to live with a lonely heart anymore, I will not run awayYou certainly will chase after meAnd give me even more happinessYou are the one person is dazzling with overflowing light in the night skyI must start to dream of of forever holding you very closely to meAlthough my body was given warmth I couldn't find the words to tell you,How much I love youI love you a lot more than you think I must make you happier than now, I will protect youI want to meet that single miracle born into this world,To be together with youI want to continue to be with you in the futureForever and everPlease don't leave meAll my love is for you Labels: BeN Laogong.♥ ™, Only mine h0rhs. No other girls can call him that.
After waiting for more than a day without a single message from BeN laogong, finally this afternoon he texted me.I was very happy when he texted me.But, I found out that he was sent to the sick bay.]; ! Not a good thing.I was worried sick about him.I miss BeN laogong so much.When he didnt text me at all for the whole day yesterday.I kept thinking so many nonsense which made me so upset.Im alright now though, after BeN laogong texted me. ;]-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Note to BeN laogong :When you’ve been hurtAnd when you blame yourselfI’ll hold you tightlyAnd whisper in your ear“Is anyone perfect? Is life ever perfect?”People don’t always do things they can be proud ofYou’ve got to embrace it all, So come on, Look up and look at me.Labels: BeN Laogong.♥ ™, Only mine h0rhs. No other girls can call him that.
This morning BeN laogong texted me saying that he isnt feeling well. ];
Im really worried about him.
He cant rest even though hes so sick. ]; !
Urgh ! Why cant i be there for him ? *sighs*
I feel that im such a hopeless person. ];
Even though he just booked in for a day, im already missing him very much !
It's like I havent been able to talk to him much for ages !
Note to Cheryl AiAi :
AiAi ! Cannot cry without telling me !
Everything which make you feel sad/upset/angry/pissed/wanna cry MUST tell me.
If you dont, at night ill haunt you !
Dont let you sleep.
Even if its in the middle of the night, its 0kay to call/text me.
My phone is always on derhs.
I'll confirm reply you derhs, kay?
MUST tell me all your problems h0rhs.
Dont needa keep them to yourself which burden you.
We'll carry your burden together.
Loves AiAi.
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Note to BeN laogong :
Snow scatters into the night sky,
Cuddling together,
We looked up at it.
The warmth of our joined hands was so tender.
The faint old blue between the clouds is disappearing,
But that promise of ours should continue towards eternity.
Being close to you,
That alone was what made me happy.
Before I knew it,
Everything swelled up without realizing that this reality was better than my dream.
No matter when,
No matter where,
Just firmly and strongly hold me close to you.
Even if my passion is dyed with the ordinary…
These feelings for you are everything.
I believe nothing can end them,
I’m always looking at you.Labels: BeN Laogong.♥ ™, Only mine h0rhs. No other girls can call him that.
Today morning went to take driving laws test.Got 49/50 ! ;D ! I was happy a moment.Then i wasnt happy anymore because I miss my BeN laogong a l0t a l0t a l0t. ];Was depressed the whole evening.Then BeN laogong cheered me up. ♥♥ BeN laogong ! I love BeN laogong l0ts l0ts l0ts !Tomorrow not going out.BeN laogong cancelled his plans with his friend to peii me.Thats so sweet of him !I love die BeN laogong ! ♥Tomorrow got date date with BeN laogong !Weee ~! ♥Hmms... AiAi just came back from Hong Kong.Note to AiAi :Welcome Back, AiAi ! ♥--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Note to BeN laogong :I’m going to take you to the world,I’ve been dreaming of,Where we can always be together.Come closer, be by my side.Close your eyes and entrust everything to me,I want to have you all to myself.Even if fate isn't on my side,I’m hanging on tight to your hand and I won’t let go of your hand forever.Labels: BeN Laogong.♥ ™, Only mine h0rhs. No other girls can call him that.
Today didnt go out...Told my mum that i was lazy to go out. Got nagged. ><"Then just now she asked me to go out again. I still said im lazy. ;x ! I got scolded. Tsk !0h well, doesnt matter.Since i gotta at home the whole day & play maple with BeN laogong.I love BeN laogong l0ts l0ts l0ts !--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Note to BeN laogong :My smile blooms, I want us to be together now and always.Surely we'll see a sign,For 2 people who love each other,Side by side,You and I walking while holding hands.Labels: BeN Laogong.♥ ™, Only mine h0rhs. No other girls can call him that.
Just now i had to cancel my date with BeN laogong because i had to go out with my mum.
I was so depressed about it. ];
BeN laogong is gonna go NS soon.
I wanna spend all the time which is left with him only.
Whenever i think about him going to NS, i felt as if i already miss him a l0t.
But whatever is it, I'll be able to bear with it.
I'll wait for BeN laogong, no matter how long its gonna be.
BeN laogong is mine forever. MINE MINE MINE !
& MeL laopo is only meant for BeN, no one else.
BeN laogong can never leave me.
I'll never leave BeN laogong.
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Note to BeN laogong :
No matter where you are,
No matter when it is,
I'll always catch hold of you.
So,If your heart hurts and when your tears fall,
Even if all the world turns into your enemies,
I'll protect you & never leave you alone.
Labels: BeN Laogong.♥ ™, Only mine h0rhs. No other girls can call him that.