I'm still waiting...
Will I be able to get that happiness?
Do I deserve it?

1st


Comparing these 3 photos, I can there were changes in your smile. Laogong looks very happy in the 1st photo, 2nd looks happy and 3rd looks forced.
I wonder all this while, am I the one who forced laogong to be with me...
I wonder all this while, am I the one who forced laogong to be with me...
I'm the one who chased after laogong, if you remember...
Are you really happy with me, BeN Laogong...?
I kept hurting you when I'm suppose to give you loads of love...
Am I just another PS ?
If I should stay
I would only be in your way
We both know I'm not what you need
But I still...
But I still...
Still...
Can't let go of you.
I'm still holding tightly onto you...
Because...
I love you very much.
I need you.
I can't live without you...
Labels: BeN Laogong.♥ ™, I only exist in this world for you.