I'm still waiting...
Will I be able to get that happiness?
Do I deserve it?

1st
2nd
3rd
Comparing these 3 photos, I can there were changes in your smile. Laogong looks very happy in the 1st photo, 2nd looks happy and 3rd looks forced.
I wonder all this while, am I the one who forced laogong to be with me...
I'm the one who chased after laogong, if you remember...
Are you really happy with me, BeN Laogong...?
I kept hurting you when I'm suppose to give you loads of love...
Am I just another PS ?
If I should stay
I would only be in your way
We both know I'm not what you need
But I still...
Still...
Can't let go of you.
I'm still holding tightly onto you...
Because...
I love you very much.
I need you.
I can't live without you...
Labels: BeN Laogong.♥ ™, I only exist in this world for you.
Note to BeN Laogong :By meeting youFalling in love with youEverything is changingAnd it feels like I'm being born againYou've given me so muchA place to stay when I can't hold back my tearsI'm really thankful that we met.My heartAlways thought it was aloneWhen you held me in your armsI heard the same heartbeatEverything about you is precious to meSo, you can show me your weaknesses tooSince I've always show you my weak side.Labels: BeN Laogong.♥ ™, I only exist in this world for you.
Note to my beloved BeN laogong :I can hear the voice of your heartI'll soothe away even your smallest fearI wanna tell you,No matterWhere or when,You're never alone.Love that will never changeIs right here, in my heart.Can you see & feel it, laogong?Just how much more sadness have you been keeping to yourself,Just now much more of your feelings have you been sealing awayBefore we met?It's 0kay to cry,To rely on me.Since the our o7o7o9,I've decided to accept your everything.I believe you'll be able to changeI'll give you my strengthThe strength yoiu gainedExchange for all your pain.Wherever you may be,Eve if the world is against us,Even if the world were to end,I'll never let go of your hand.We'll always be as one.I'll stay by your side forever.I'll never stray away from youThese feelings for you will never change.Now,Just put down those burdens you've been carrying all these while.Always stay with meOpen your heart to me onlyTell me everythingSometimes, words aren't needed between usJust look into each other's eyesAnd I'll understand.Labels: BeN Laogong.♥ ™, I only exist in this world for you.